anahata realignment was more like anahold tf up...

 i literally lived by the phrase fucc everything & everybody... a mfr broke my heart & i was on a mission to break everything that looked like it had love attached to it.  see when your heart chakra is out of alignment, your body has a way of tellin you to anahold-tf-up..  anahata imbalance causes chest pain, heart disease, palpitations & shortness of breath... the shit that got me personally tho, was the respiratory issues... i hadn't had issues with my asthma in years, but baby lemme tell you... i went to the doctor for my lil lady check & left with a breathing machine & 37.6 inhalers.... i tried to blame it on everything from smoking to the outside air... in all actuality, my heart chakra was just tilted slightly to the wrong side of right... when this mfr said hold on, it literally slammed on the brakes leaving me with a temporary case of emotional whiplash.  i went through every damn emotion imaginable in a matter of minutes sometimes... i legit thought i was going crazier than i already knew i was... man that shit was traumatic... but once it got back to the right side, i felt myself becoming capable of love again...  i was able to accept connection & started to appreciate the beauty of the smallest details, yeah i was able to see the shit people looked over again... we'll talk about what i saw over there on aisle third eye tho... i guess you can say i realized & gained immense appreciate for the connection in all things... that shit is beautiful.

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