sexu.. i mean sacral... sacral chakra

 so yeah, this one was a definite doozy... hurt my lil old feelings to learn that a lot of the shit i thought was satisfying me was a result of chakra #2 going off on it's on wild & highly unsanctioned tangent...  the sacral chakra, svadhisthana, (honestly still cannot pronounce this one, so i call it stan..)  

moving on, svadhisthana runs your private parts & all that other shit in the lower abdomen round the pubic bone parts... this chakra is usually the reason a lot of mfrs have sex issues (dysfunctions & addictions & shit like that.)  it's also responsible for substance abuse... let's just say solar plexus was way up in all kinda clouds & not just the strange ones... this shit had my hormones going bananas & i was ready to trade my bladder in for peanuts.  shit got real.  the imbalance was so severe i ended up having to remove a few things to relieve a few things & while the surgery (hysterectomy) provided some physical relief, i still wasn't happy with shit, about shit, for shit... by the way, that is the definition of being sick of your own shit.  

i either wanted sex all the time or not at all, however there was a total inability to be intimate with anyone.  during the shift, i became content with uninhibited relationships & opted for more creative endeavors which led to finding pleasure in so much more than sex...  i had a craving for intimacy, friendship & connection that i’d never explored & i was pushed into an entirely different level of life.  i was experiencing something new, something i didn’t know then, but can now say, i’ve grown to love.

when your sacral chakra is aligning, it’s a good time to journal.  spend a few minutes a day observing your thoughts & take notes of things you feel.  this is how you start your portfolio for shadow working, by identifying the things you focus on & training your mind to silence the noise.

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