solar compli-plexus...

 probably the most complicated and painful transition of my life.... this was a detrimental fuccin shift guys & gals...  remember i talked about being oversexed... well when manipura took the stage, it took the fuccin cake... the thought of sex irritated my entire being... i was drinking to try to balance out the emotions, yeah that was smart... (don't do that shit beloved, the bottle ain't the answer.)  my hormones were still doin their own thing, heartburn showed its ugly face then i got bloated & constipation chimed in...   

there were 7 people residing in this pretty little head of mine & they all wanted the spotlight... concentration was non existent... why tf was i tired & restless at the same time?  no really, how the fucc are you sleep & very much tf awake simultaneously? thank the universe in its entirety that all that realignment shit was temporary... cuz the warm & tingly shit (energy fluctuating between chakras) was a most high-blowing experience.  but on the flip side, i came out with this unshakeable sense of who tf i was. i had a new confidence and drive to get shit done.  i transformed with the tides of life & now i'm comfortable being who tf i truly am... 

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