third eye blind.

ajna was a tricky lil sumbitch... i lost a lot of friends (& i use that term so fuccin loosley) cuz when your third eye is open you see the shit that isn't there & you trust that feeling that comes over you when some shit aint right... if you find yourself with migraines & eye strains it's a chance that your third eye (betwixt yo 2 eyes or that space that's where they should be) chakra ain't where it need to be.  i thought i'd contracted the fuccin infinity headache or something, there was pressure between my eyebrows and i couldn't make sense of why..  nevermind the fact i had ignored my intuition & the gifts (that i swore were curses) bestowed upon me (because i swore they were curses.)  i knew whatever was going on was going to require a lobotomy or something to that affect, i just needed my thoughts to stop running the 30 million mile marathon it apparently signed up for, with none of my own consent.  during this transition, which in all honestly was the easiest physically & the most difficult mentally, i became aware of things ignored in the past & now my spirit refuses to let me ever ignore anything else that screams abort, abort, abort... definitely needed a mechanism for that shit...