ya root chakra ain't balanced baby...

when the muladhara moves, it causes mass confusion honey... your root chakra controls foundations & determines how grounded you are.  it governs shit in the lower hemisphere of the energy centers, so it shouldn't come as a surprise that your bottom bodily functions go batshit when it's out of whack.  *insert shoulder shrug*

shocked shitless… yep, that’s about all i can call what happened when my root chakra decided it was time to realign...  the list of side effects includes everything from eating disorders to digestive issues, back pain, fatigue & most other shit that bothers the lower organs & extremities.  personally clumsiness, anxiety & difficulty concentrating (like had me thinking something wasn’t diagnosed type difficulty.)

granted i battle with service-connected post-traumatic stress disorder, but this was new level of shit entirely.  my body went wonky, to a point where they had to throw my uterus in the trash cuz even it had turned against me.  had i ever known that stretching & meditating could've prevented that shit... man listen, that's another conversation for another post, but when chakras are out of alignment, it can attribute to a slew of other health issues.

the upside to all that shit i went thru:  when the realignment phase was over, i felt like a whole new person.  and i mean whole literally.  i was thinking clear, able to concentrate & actually focus on things, I was able to set weekly goals, prioritize, then smash shit in the calmest & most graceful way.  the level of unbothered & lack of fucks I had to give was phenomenal, legit sure I started scaring people around this point because I just didn’t have a reaction, like I really did not care.  not that I was judging anyone, but I got really particular about what I allowed myself to hear, see, experience & entertain.  I became protective of my energy, little did I know, this was only the beginning of protecting my peace.

shit, that's how we got here.  all the shit you see on balanceyoshitout.com, my healing, my life & my peace, i manifested that.  one thing you're gonna learn around this mfr is how to balance yourself out in order to build the life you want, the way you wanna build the mfr.  it's your life, f*k them people & they opinion.